God spoke to me today and I cried.. "It's Not About Me.. It's ALL about YOU!"
Search for Him and follow wherever He goes.. Be at peace! You are in the right place.. Then I cried again.. I've been asking Him lately.. What should I do?! Where should I go?! Am I doing good?! "It's Not About Me.. It's ALL about YOU!"
I've been in search all my life! I tried traveling, been to and stayed to places, met good (and not so good) people, tried businesses, spiritual walks, different jobs, etc., etc, relationships happened and learning experiences took place. Confusing years maybe.. or learning ones?!
Last 2008, I prayed for a spiritual life and financial freedom.. Just to realize now it's happening in my life as we speak. Yes my dear friends, "as we speak!".. I'm not a saint but I can say I can talk to God now and I hear His answers. Oh what a great BFF (Best Friend Forever) God can be! and financially, I'm going there.. So it's true! "Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you." So I did ask/seek/knock.. and you know what clever thing God did, He made sure I "Keep asking, Keep searching and Keep knocking." Kaboom! head on collision.....
So what's great in 2008?! It's the time that I was financially broke, Nanay is on dialysis, family dispute and I was on self pity mode. So I started asking God.. then life went on for me.
It's now 2011 and I thought it was really now that God hear me pray. Then I realized, it's just now that I started talking to Him. It's just now that I talk to Him from my heart.. and so He hears me pray and I hear Him back! So awesome!!!
This year I will continue to enrich myself for Him.. discipline myself in the process too. Thank you to my spiritual and life mentors!you may not know it, but you were God's street signs for me..
Thank you Pastor Ed Robes for helping me jumpstart my spiritual life...
Thank you Emma Tiebens for bringing out your passion and generously sharing it with others. We haven't personally meet yet, but I feel the closeness..
Thank you Brother Bo Sanchez for the enlightenment.. you came at the right time in my life!
Now I will continue on.. follow God, search for Him. Coz wherever I'm at, I'm at the right place. I'm so excited! Just wait.. you ain't seen nothing yet!
With zest for Life, KB
2 Timothy 2
A Good Soldier of Christ Jesus
2:1 You then, my child, be strengthened by the grace that is in Christ Jesus, 2 and what you have heard from me in the presence of many witnesses entrust to faithful men who will be able to teach others also. 3 Share in suffering as a good soldier of Christ Jesus. 4 No soldier gets entangled in civilian pursuits, since his aim is to please the one who enlisted him. 5 An athlete is not crowned unless he competes according to the rules. 6 It is the hard-working farmer who ought to have the first share of the crops. 7 Think over what I say, for the Lord will give you understanding in everything.
